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February 1st, 2006

04:45 pm - work...driving...other fun things. work today. I was working with Alicia in the morning becuase my supervisor sent me away. I worked with her in the wing for patients with severe brain damage. It was one of the most disturbing things I can ever remember seeing. In other news, I drove myself almost-home today! In dad's stickshift car. I panicked at an intersection and stopped though. Current Mood: excited Current Music: camisado - panic! at the disco Tags: alicia, driving, work

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December 22nd, 2005

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December 14th, 2005

01:18 pm - this isn't just goodbye, this is i can't stand you so, the plus-44 single came out today. who else here is fucking amazed? so i'm fucking amazed. b-t-w. aaah. Current Mood: FIRST PLUS-44 SINGLE!! Current Music: "no it isn't" - PLUS-44!!!

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December 11th, 2005

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December 10th, 2005

07:54 pm - given up on studying... so i'm watching law & order ci. i gave up on studying. i have to finish studying for biology by monday. tomorrow is corey's party... Current Mood: tired

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05:15 pm - cause i feel so mad, i feel so angry aargh, i'm a pirate. or something. i was really zoned out all day today, and couldn't focus on studying at all. i went really crazy and laughed for like forty minutes. i kept coming back to talk to people... which didn't help. and i'm still furious. at life. i guess? Current Mood: crazy Current Music: "i feel so" -box car racer Tags: angry, box car racer, music

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10:56 am - my first entry! so this is my first entry. i guess this is intros? nobody will really read this, i bet. i'm just writing on here because my friends && family don't get to read this one. i'm sixteen, a girl. i don't know any guys... my school doesn't let them in. i'm not very sporty, but i love the ocean. i'm a swimmer. last year, i was a freshman in high school and my best friend was a girl i loved to death. she was amazing. so cool. this year, a new girl, caitlyn, has come, and she's fucked it all up. i hate her. i hate her so much. she's ruined my friendship with claire, and for that i can't forgive her. my closest friends, corey and emily, don't understand. my best friend from my old school is krissy. claire isn't as good a friend as emily or corey - wasn't ever. but she was the one i relied on when most of the people at our school were driving me crazy last year. driving me just nuts. and this year, i can't rely on her because she follows caitlyn like her fucking puppydog. caitlin walks into a room and claire is either in step with her or one step behind. while caitlin ignores us and does whatever she needs to do in the room- gets something out of her locker, gets a drink of water, whatever- claire kind of hovers on the edge of us like she's our friend. tentative. i think she knows she's ruined- maybe irreperably? some of her friendships. i miss her. she takes swimming with me, and we're neither of us very good. but anyways, that's the only time i get to see her, & during swimming usually she acts like we're good friends. but then... we get around caitlin, and i'm something between dust & shit under shoe. now i have to go. big tests coming up! Current Mood: stressed

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